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All hallow's eve

So last night was Halloween. I got a call from my friend, Lauran.
She was dressed as Tinkerbell & riding her bike downtown, alone, to
join in whatever festivities unfolded. Lauran is a teeny tiny little
woman, so I was impressed at her gusto to brave downtown alone,
dressed as a fairy.

Quite honestly, I was inspired!

I drove home, brushed off my Little Red Riding Hood costume (the
slutty version), stuck a bowl of candy outside for the trick-or-
treaters, and joined in the fun. What the hell? Why not?!

Driving into the madness was the best part of the night. Grown young
adults dressed as the Octo-mom, Devils, Angels, and Michael
Jackson...everywhere. About ten cave men and women approached all the
cars in traffic, grunting & chanting & dancing, yelling "FIRE! man
make FiRE!". Hahaha. They were all in!
Fully committed to the costume. And it was...fun!

If only their bosses could see them now- but nobody cared. There was
nothing serious or negative or stressful to worry about. It was all
about having a good time & being silly. It was quite refreshing to
see so many people show up for the party. It takes effort to dress
like a pirate, or the Jonas Brothers...and people still have the
"delight" in them to make it happen.

I loved it. I loved the energy. I loved the creativity of the
costumes. I loved the doorman, checking IDs for the dude dressed as
KISS. It is good to take advantage of nights like Halloween in
Austin, where we are free to be anything we want, dance like banshees
in the streets, and wear fishnet stockings without judgement from the
man dressed as Leslie across the bar.

Happy Halloween everybody!


Autumn



-- Post From My iPhone


checking in

Alright. So.

I fell off the blog bandwagon...it happens. Life takes over & you don't feel like blogging. Or, you have nothing to say. Or, you just want things to stay between you & your brain...and not get your blog involved. Whatever the reason, I think it is important to check in regularly, on some type of forum, so my New Year's Resolution is to check in...and write it down...and share.

My mom has been sick, so I am distracted. I have extremely heightened sensitivity to everything. It's scary. I'm on edge & panicky, and worried. All. the. time. All normal things...but I'm completely ingrained in the medical world right now, just trying to be a good daughter & help, without losing it. It's going to be fine, it really is...we are very very fortunate. but still, I have gotten some whoppingly large doses of reality this season. Seems like we are all getting doses of reality way more often than not, doesn't it? Ahhh, sweet life.

When someone you love is sick or hurting, everything else just fades into Bolivion (as Mike Tyson would say...I think he meant 'oblivion') Things like 'blogging' & cleaning & exercising & eating healthy & answering emails & sleeping & paying Time Warner on time...all take a back seat. It's okay. It will all get done. things will swing back eventually, they always do. But, even if we do nothing more than get out of bed & show up for the day...I have found that it is the simple action of 'checking in' that is most important...yes, we have to at least show up.

Now more than ever, the overall sense surrounding me is the temptation to retreat. Hide & wait it out. But, we can't. We have to dive in. Practice every day. Take care of the ones we love. Protect each other. and Always always always show up, no matter what.




Test

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thank you
autumn


 

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